Um nt sure y um wrytin dis..i went onlyn 2 luk up fo info’mation on suicide: statisticz,methodz n ol dat stuff..i wuz raised in a family whea I uzd 2 pray evriday n wuz tau8 d importance of gawd..a gawd dat duzn akchili exist…it duzn mata..it duzn hlp me…he wuz neva dea..I got hurt..rili bad..wen I wuz a child..i wuz hurt in a way dat no prsn or no lil child shud b hurt… I thnk bout suicyd on a daily basis..sumtymz itz ol I cn thnk bout..hw 2 end dis wasted lyf..been on medicationz 2 hlp d depression..d mental disorderz..n been kold a whore fo dat…um sik ov it ol..cnt tke dis pain n emptiness..y shud I evn bother tryin nemoe..? um nt evn afraid ov dyin..nt afraid ov d pain..i juz wan 2 end dis lyf..inorder 2 stay hapi..i kno iv olwez been a burden fo u..bt rili din mean 2 bthr u ppl..um rili sry..tryna fo’giv me..luv u ol so mch..guna mis u..bt gota du dis fo il b hapi in d end..il finalli b free…
Luv,
Priyanka Chowdhury
(Since 1992-2008)
coxz e ebar more ashbo XD
Don’t do it. Life is beautiful.
rite -_-
kichu hoilei khali morte chao ken atto??
sorry 4got to change my name=P
btw… committing suicide does not show ones guts. it shows that the person did not have the guts to fight with life
and yes… yah suicide may b “life” r kosto diye mukti dibe… bt what abt ajab r kosto? noroker kosto?… oita diye ki mukti dibe?
…Ma Release???
This person, is experimenting with this website….because I believe if they really went through with it they would have given in this site…some way to let us know they did. I believe to fight all the cruelty in this world means you sometimes are going to HAVE to walk alone to stand for what is right. That can be VERY hard. Giving up ones family exc. or a commitment W/E….it is all FEAR….somewhere you’ve been told you were not worth it….You know these people when you meet them, controling bully types to submissive bullied types….to Overly confident strugglying w/ self image and rages…all we can do is go forward doing what we feel is RIGHT and what we think is right when we are 16 and 25 then 35 then 45 then 50 are ALL completely different. add mental disorders and abusive raising and you can almost garentee problems…I could committ suicide, it sure would upset my inlawas ” A WHOLE LOT let me tell you. Since I’m the vampire sucking life out of everyone. It’s a promise you make to yourself and you decide, life is always teaching you new things…..sometimes you can not even get out of bed to eat, drink let alone clothe yourself but I believe anybody wants help deserves it and EVERYBODY needs to take an honest look @ themselves. And believe your worth it, looking your beaasts directly in the eye…and say “Fck YOU man….I’ve got my own plans and I don’t care if nobody understands me OR GETS me…because I will do this….It’s a promise within yourself, and nothing anybody says or does can make you change your direction of thinking…its’ not YOU it’s THEM…..and laugh at them out loud “WHO CARES THEY ALREADY THINK YOUR CRAZY ANYWAY” right.; make uhm a lil nervous instead….hahahahahahaha
wel..itz rli ez 2 say stuf lyk dat bt wen u akchili go thru dem onli den u undastan..
bt newyz tnx fo d cmnt 
where am i
are you dead? QUALKHANI KOBEZZ?