Lost in thotz
drownin in a pool ov regretz
askin maslf if evritnz olwez guna b unset
or shud i jus leav it 2 d fate…
Millionz ov qstnz haunt me evri nyt
beggin gawd let dea b sum lyt
bt d moe i saw d les i blivd
rememberin d tnz dat got me deceived…
wen i luk in d mrror
I c a prsn I neva wannet 2 b
N d voicez insyd ma head
Remindz me ov d past dat iz gone n dead…
Y did I trst so ezily?
Y did I fo’gv?
Y did I chooze drug az a solution?
Y duz it hav 2 b me?
Y m I wshin 2 grasp d tym dat iz no longer hea?
Y knt d pain disappear?
Kudn gain netn in lyf
Xcpt d award of a junkie dat shynz so bright
Wuna cry ma eyez out n giv up d fight
N ask maslf agen if il eva c d daylyt…
A strong willingness may still make the things change… may still make you the person you wanted to be…
No! no one is saying its easy. But nothing says its impossible. Nothing says its already too late.
I believe you can still change yourself, you can still change things around you (might not be the entire world, but still… a lot of things around you). And I strongly believe in that.
But you need a strong willingness… a strong determination…
…And yes, I know you won’t work on that. But if you do, I am sure you can win against it
hmmm…. nice note dsst !!! awesome !!!
very inspiring !!!
tnx.. (:
h3y
k3w! p3w!
Ummm…!!humm…!!Vutt ah cn czz frm yo…Ummm!!!!!!!!!! VT cud else 1 seii?!?!?
wen i luk in d mrror
I c a prsn I neva wannet 2 b
datz rli……ummmm….tuchynn………unli u…cn kno vt ah mean…….nd i olmst drwn m@ pul 2…….kulpul……..y@……..
bt u…nw r lyk…vt ma role…modle!….teechher2me……u tout me mni thngzz….wid diz 1 poemz…….i,,m olso hrt……in mni wayz……bt nw…..u kn..ppl r achili help……..2 get ova ma fearz n fly 2 ma drmz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hpe u wil continu inspirin me…..!!i wannet 2 b sth mre in muh lyf……bt nw i c……lyf is vt cumz 2 U!!……..nt U cum 2 lyf…!!!! so datz lik ma filosofi….!!so b awere n b prepar……..
thanx….
mOnjubila……..
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monjubila, will you go out wid me?
Y@ beby,
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