Lost in thotz
drownin in a pool ov regretz
askin maslf if evritnz olwez guna b unset
or shud i jus leav it 2 d fate…

Millionz ov qstnz haunt me evri nyt
beggin gawd let dea b sum lyt
bt d moe i saw d les i blivd
rememberin d tnz dat got me deceived…

wen i luk in d mrror
I c a prsn I neva wannet 2 b
N d voicez insyd ma head
Remindz me ov d past dat iz gone n dead…

Y did I trst so ezily?
Y did I fo’gv?
Y did I chooze drug az a solution?
Y duz it hav 2 b me?
Y m I wshin 2 grasp d tym dat iz no longer hea?
Y knt d pain disappear?

Kudn gain netn in lyf
Xcpt d award of a junkie dat shynz so bright
Wuna cry ma eyez out n giv up d fight
N ask maslf agen if il eva c d daylyt…